[after the werewolf murders, the accusations hurled at rosie, and especially after he has to fucking play nice with danny, hawk does something stupid - takes a few drinks calls. definitely not to hear embry's voice or anything like that. no way.]
I hate this shit, you know that? And the worst part is - I really think you would have gotten a kick out of it.
Things are good with Tim and I. Rosie's better. But it feels like the goddamn world is ending, and it started with you being gone.
Jesus, what am I doing. Neither of us believe in an afterlife, but I almost wish you'd come back and haunt my ass.
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[an extended pause, the crackle of something like a lighter or the end of a cigarette burning.]
voice;
I hate this shit, you know that? And the worst part is - I really think you would have gotten a kick out of it.
Things are good with Tim and I. Rosie's better. But it feels like the goddamn world is ending, and it started with you being gone.
Jesus, what am I doing. Neither of us believe in an afterlife, but I almost wish you'd come back and haunt my ass.
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[an extended pause, the crackle of something like a lighter or the end of a cigarette burning.]
I miss you, alright?
Fuck.
[click.]