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— baby, i love drinking wine in the park while you shatter my love apart.

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PINEAPPLE BOY
AUTHENTIC PINES

brain going manic, i start to panic. this night's not going the way that i planned it. oxygen's thinning, tires are skidding — this is all my fault, man, who am i kidding?

WATERY
PHEM

if i disappeared would you miss me? would you care? (smash my face into the mirror.) last night i wanted to die — my eyes got watery but i don't think i actually cried.

HANGING BY A THREAD
DES ROCS

i've been hating myself. you're the only one who sees me for somebody else. when i'm hanging by a thread, a thread, a thread, i remember what you said, you said, you said.

THE BOY WHO BLOCKED HIS OWN SHOT
BRAND NEW

and if it makes you less sad, i'll take your pictures all down. every picture you paint, i will paint myself out. it's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds.

AMERICAN BLOOD
DEAD POET SOCIETY

i gotta keep my head up, my head up. i gotta keep myself from feeling ashamed. i'm crying 'cause i'm fucked up, baby, i know that. it's only in my head, but it's not gonna change.

PORTRAIT OF A FEMALE
CRUEL YOUTH

i wish i don’t need you. i’ve been so deprived. boy, when i’m with you my hands are tied, my hands are tied — literally, literally, hopefully, to the bedpost. my hands are tied, literally, literally, unconditionally.

AMERICAN LOVE
JACK'S MANNEQUIN

you see, i got this american love, a hidden planet in the solar system. but keep your eyes shut, i just can't stand to say goodbye. big hearts, big hearts — big hearts are for breaking.

EVERY WORD
ANIMAL SUN

stumble home from the bar, it's getting late. i've been drowning my heart just to feel that i'm sane. taking hits every time i play this game. i tell myself that i'm fine — but your whisper's louder than the arctic breeze, and i keep my thoughts buried inside of me. i bite my tongue when i think of you and me.

SANS SOLEIL
ALEXISONFIRE

it's easier to love someone else than it is to be kind to yourself. what's harder then, is to let someone in. you loved me when i couldn't love myself. i couldn't love myself.