[ that gives him pause. makes his blood run hot all over again when he thinks of how morgan fucking lied to him, a lie by omission even if they've never been the kind of siblings that call each other up for a talk or plan a visit just because. guilt rises, an immediate response to his bitterness. he left her to die. she hid beneath corpses with lyr already growing inside of her. ]
You could be a third head growing out of my ass and nothing I feel about you would change. You're my favorite person in our family. But I get it. It's not anything like what you're going through, but I really can't unsee Ash and Morgan, either. And yes, that does make things as weird as it sounds.
All right, look. I understand that more than I care to explain right now. Ash isn't easy. He just is. But as someone who's an expert in disappointing him, you're not even capable of it. Sorry to disappoint you, but you'll never be me. He'd never want you to feel the pressure you're putting on yourself right now. Especially not on account of his accolades, most of which he's not even proud of.
Not that I don't trust you to take care of yourself, but you're going to have to tell me who this mystery person is that you're flying across the world to see. I could send an agent with you. That's impressive, right?
i'd tell you you're my favorite person in our family too, but you're cocky enough.
i know. but that's kind of a part of it. he's a good enough guy that he wouldn't want me to feel like i need to impress him. i know he just wants me happy. i don't remember how we got started talking about this. they're both fine. i just don't want to have to tell greer and ash i'm seeing this guy and that it's not serious and will never be serious. that sounds like a nightmare.
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You could be a third head growing out of my ass and nothing I feel about you would change. You're my favorite person in our family.
But I get it. It's not anything like what you're going through, but I really can't unsee Ash and Morgan, either. And yes, that does make things as weird as it sounds.
All right, look. I understand that more than I care to explain right now.
Ash isn't easy. He just is. But as someone who's an expert in disappointing him, you're not even capable of it. Sorry to disappoint you, but you'll never be me.
He'd never want you to feel the pressure you're putting on yourself right now. Especially not on account of his accolades, most of which he's not even proud of.
Not that I don't trust you to take care of yourself, but you're going to have to tell me who this mystery person is that you're flying across the world to see.
I could send an agent with you. That's impressive, right?
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i know. but that's kind of a part of it.
he's a good enough guy that he wouldn't want me to feel like i need to impress him. i know he just wants me happy. i don't remember how we got started talking about this.
they're both fine. i just don't want to have to tell greer and ash i'm seeing this guy and that it's not serious and will never be serious. that sounds like a nightmare.
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haha. that's funny.
absolutely not.