[ he wants to hang up on tim. but the only reason he keeps talking is because he's wronged him so badly that he owes him at least this. ]

Like it's hard to think. Like everything everyone does is nails on a chalkboard some days. Rationally I know that nobody owed me anything, but coming back and realizing that no one stood up for Ash, no one stood up for me, feels like the worst kind of betrayal when I know I wouldn't have burned so many bridges over it before. Everything hurts more now. And if it wasn't for Ash, for the few people I still care about, I would've done exactly what Hawk did but to more than just Danny. To Jem. To Matt. To you.

I can't tell you what he's gonna be like. He could be totally normal. Or maybe he'll want to strangle some people, like I do.