[ there’d be no secrets to protect if she gave away nothing of herself, surrendered up no part of herself where anyone could see her. if she didn’t admit that she’d liked being looked at, would've liked it more being someone’s prize, kneeling at their feet where no one else would be allowed to touch her. she’s still trying to accept the fact that she even wants to let herself be owned in that way.
anyway, it’s easier to ask these types of things, be daring, when she’s not looking at him. the same way it had been easier to bare her soul in those letters to ash, more and more pieces gifted up like little offerings in the small hope that he’d read them one day. in words, she can say anything she wants, but there’s an immediacy to this that emailing doesn’t quite have. knowing that embry’s sitting on the other end as they speak, waiting for her reply. ]
It’d be a short list. Most of them were pretty sweet, actually. One even gave me his jacket.
[ she’s conveniently leaving one of them out, maybe even to see if he calls her on it. ]
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[ there’d be no secrets to protect if she gave away nothing of herself, surrendered up no part of herself where anyone could see her. if she didn’t admit that she’d liked being looked at, would've liked it more being someone’s prize, kneeling at their feet where no one else would be allowed to touch her. she’s still trying to accept the fact that she even wants to let herself be owned in that way.
anyway, it’s easier to ask these types of things, be daring, when she’s not looking at him. the same way it had been easier to bare her soul in those letters to ash, more and more pieces gifted up like little offerings in the small hope that he’d read them one day. in words, she can say anything she wants, but there’s an immediacy to this that emailing doesn’t quite have. knowing that embry’s sitting on the other end as they speak, waiting for her reply. ]
It’d be a short list.
Most of them were pretty sweet, actually. One even gave me his jacket.
[ she’s conveniently leaving one of them out, maybe even to see if he calls her on it. ]